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Sunday, March 6, 2016

Suzu・∀・ran < Graduation-Concert! The amount of my tears are my feelings for Sae-san♥ / Yamauchi Suzuran Blog / Mar 6, 2016; 7:07 pm (JST)

一番好きなのはー?
らんらんだけええぇえ(◍′◡‵◍)
私も、あなただけっ♡♡
らんらんこと、山内鈴蘭です!!
Who do you love most?
Only Ranran!
I also just like you♥
I'm Yamauchi Suzuran aka Ranran!




ブログ、お待たせしました>_<!!
今回の卒コン色んな気持ちと初めて覚えることもあって中々メールやブログ、Twitterなど更新できずごめんなさい(___)ノ
3月3.4の二日間、初めてのガイシ、そして佐江さんの卒業コンサート。見に来てくださったファンの皆様、そして佐江さんのファンの皆様、楽しい二日間をありがとうございました^ ^
Sorry for making you wait for the blog >_<!!
At this time's Graduation-Concert, I had various feelings and many things to remember, so sorry for only updating twitter, but not mail or blog.
On March 3rd and 4th was first time at Gaishi-Hall, and also Sae-san's graduation concert. Everyone who came, and all of Sae-san's fans, thank you for these fun two days ^^ 

まず、佐江さんへの気持ちを書きます。
佐江さんとはAKBに居たころ、全く接点がなくてお話しすることも、一緒にお仕事する事も中々なく、移籍が決まってから同じチームになり、仲良くなれるか不安だったけど
First I want to write about my feelings regarding Sae-san.
When I was in AKB with Sae-san, we neither met or talked, and rarely had work together, so I was unsure if we could become friends after the transfers were decided.

人見知りな私を気遣って佐江さんから話しかけてくれました。私からしたら佐江さんはすごく先輩。みんなが憧れる先輩。それに私は女女してる性格だから同性からよく嫌われるタイプなので(笑)佐江さんに嫌われないようにする!って小さな目標立てたのを覚えてます。笑
But Sae-san cared about my shyness and came to talk to me. For me, Sae-san is a really great Senior. 
A senior everyone admires. And I'm often disliked by other girls because I'm so girlish, so I remember setting myself the small goal not to get disliked by Sae-san. lol

公演帰りの新幹線、初めて二人で帰る時、ドキドキしたなぁ。。なにを話そうかなって。でもとにかく自分の気持ち聞いてもらおうと思って話したのが、SKEのメンバーや仕組み、ファンの皆さんの話と、SKEでこうしていきたいって話。
On the way back from stage in the Shinkansen, when we went back home together the first time, I was nervous... I wondered what to talk about. But even though I planned to talk about various feelings, we ended up talking about SKE's Members, and the structure, and the fans, and what we want to do in SKE.


そこで初めて意気投合できたんだ☆
AKBで学んだ事を、SKEに足りてないかもしれない所に生かしたいって。
でも今回の卒コンで佐江さんがどれだけSKEの事、メンバーの事をを思っていたかが、とても伝わってきて
普段メンバーが言えない事も、佐江さんは先陣切って言ってくれて、みんなが佐江さんを頼りにしてた。
There we had the first mutual understanding.
The things we learned at AKB, we wanted to use in places that might be not enough in SKE.
But at the Graduation-Concert, Sae-san thought more than anything about SKE, and about the members I think, and it totally showed.
Things that members normally don't say, Sae-san always stood up to say them, so all of us relied on her.

それを佐江さん自身もわかっていたからこそ、私は無理をさせてしまっていた時期もあったのではないかと思ったんです。
今回、卒業コンサートでDIVAのLost the wayを歌わせていただきました。
佐江さんが選んでくれたんです>_<。。。
Sae-san knew that herself too, so I wondered if there were times where we asked too much from her.
This time, I was allowed to sing DIVA's "Lost the way" at the concert.
Sae-san selected me >_<...

DIVA大好きだったから本当に嬉しかった。
Lost the wayが流れた瞬間、ファンの方の声援がすごく大きくて、DIVAって最強だなぁって。
このメンバーに選んで貰えたからには
佐江さんやファンの皆さんにとって大事な曲でミスは出来ない、したくないと思って沢山練習したんです^ ^
Because I really love DIVA, I was really happy.
When performing "Lost the way", the cheers of the fans were really loud, and I thought DIVA is really awesome.
Because I was selected among the members,
I thought I mustn't make any mistake in this important song for Sae's fans, and I really wanted to do so, so I practiced a lot ^^

緊張しすぎて、少しダンスが硬くなってたかもしれないけど!!!泣
SKEのメンバーを選んでくれた佐江さんの気持ち、すごくすごく嬉しかった>_<。。
佐江さんと一生に歌えた
最初で最後のLost thd way。
最後の思い出になりました。
本当にありがとうございます>_<。。
However because I was too nervous, my dance might have been a bit stiff!!! 
I was really really thankful that Sae selected us >_<
The first and last time that I could 
sing "Lost the Way" with Sae-san.
Thank you very much >_<...


そしてもう一つ伝えたい事があります。
私は佐江さんに沢山元気を貰いました。
選抜に入れなかった事、SKEとしての自分は必要なのか、自信を持つ事。
And I have one more thing to say.
I got much energy from Sae-san.
When I wasn't elected in the Senbatsu, and wondered if I was necessary for SKE, and had no confidence.

私が悩んでたり、体調悪かったり、全てに気付いてくれて、その度に私が元気になる言葉を沢山くれて、佐江さんがいたからチームSで仲良くなれて、SKEの自分が好きになれたの。
こんなに好きって気持ちや尊敬できて、私に無い物を沢山持っていて、だけど!すごく身近に感じれる優しい先輩は初めてだったから
一緒に移籍してきて2年、
佐江さんともっとこうしてればよかった
っていう後悔が沢山あります。
後悔ってして良い事ないなぁって。
She noticed that I was worrying, and that my condition was bad, so she gave me lots of encouraging words, and because Sae-san was there, I was able to became friends with Team S, and I was able to like my SKE-self.
Even thought I like her so much, and respect her so much, and even though she has so many things I don't have, she was the first senior who felt so familiar and nice, so 
I regret I didn't spend more time with Sae-san during the two
years of our transfer.
I think it's not good to regret it.

もっと仲良くなれるって私は思ってます!
って言ったら、
え!?これ以上に!?もっとグイグイなの!?めんどくさぁ~(笑)
って言われたけど!笑
なんだろう、、ファンの皆さんが佐江さんを好きって思う気持ちとたぶん、私も一緒です。笑
何か恩返しを出来たらいいな!って思ってます\(^o^)/絶対になにかしたい!!
佐江さんがアイドル人生楽しかった!って思えるように、最後の最後まで!私ができる事したいなと思います^ ^
同じチームSとして、最後の公演、卒業まで、私にできる事は精一杯したいな^ ^
Even though when I said
"I think we can become even closer friends!"
I got told 
"Eh?! More than this? More lovey-dovey?! It's bothersome~ lol"
I wonder what it is... The love of Sae's fans towards her is probably the same like mine. lol
It would be nice if I could repay it somehow! I think. I really want to do something!!
I will do everything I can until the end so Sae-san has as much fun as possible until the end^^
I will do my best until the last stage, until the graduation, as part of Team S ^^




また長くなってしまった、、
いつもまとまりのないブログで本当にごめんなさい!!泣
最後に。
佐江さん。大好きすぎるよぉぉぉおおぉ(T ^ T)
It has become a long blog again...
Sorry for always posting this disorganized blogs!!
At last,
Sae-san. I love you sooooooo much (T^T)


しゃらば(○∀○)
See you.